I'm pretty much depressed. It's probably bad that I really don't feel like doing anything to better my situation right now and I'm mostly just looking forward to May. I feel like I've been sick for a week, but really I think I was sick for four days and then I'm sick again with something else. Whether they're directly or indirectly related I do not know.

I do like to hug and cuddle, though. I am very small and portable and compact. It's like I come in a convenient travel size.

I'm home for the holidays. Here in western NY it's going to be 50 tomorrow.

Sometimes I really hate the holidays. The rest of the time, it's not near the holidays.

I wonder what it's like to have some semblance of financial security. I know what I would get everyone.